Monday, January 27, 2014

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I have to learn the hard way; pavement purple bruises on my knees, blood dried between my toes, gin stale on my teeth, the smell of apartment fire escape cigarettes in my hair.  I have to see how bad it can get to know how good it was.  I have to see how bad I can feel, to know what happiness felt like.  I have to know what it takes to hate myself, to remember love only takes an instant.  But I never needed to test the numbers to know what one felt like. 

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