Missed Connection

I found Craigslist’s missed connections page open on your computer on a Saturday morning in May.  You said it was just a fantasy.  But did you feel you had missed something?  Were we missing something?  I flew to Chicago that night.  We didn’t speak the whole time I was gone.  The first day, I didn’t even miss you.  By the third day I missed you, but I was too stubborn to say so.  Is that when you decided you wanted to see other people?  Did you see someone else and stop having eyes only for me?  Or did you miss me and wish you didn’t?  Or maybe you just didn’t?  What are you looking for?  What didn’t I see?  Am I missing something?  And what about our connection?